Anti depressants please.

AND WE'RE ALL DEAD NOW

I don't even know where to start. Lately things have gotten so much worse. I don't even know what triggers it. It's like.. I start dreaming of something, and BOOM! Depressed.I had a good period, I...

And I shout 'forgive me', but there's no God listening

Never before have I desired so badly to just end it all. I'm considering it so badly that I don't know if I will make it through this week.

Our minds are troubled by the emptiness

Shadows settle on the place, that you left.Our minds are troubled by the emptiness.Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time.From the perfect start to the finish line.And if you're still breathing, ...

And the loneliness increases

I'm writing these confessions to you.

It isn't far betewen happiness and depression. In half an hour I went from being probably the happiest person alive, to want to run into the road infront of a trailer or a bus. I have a huge crav...

Cover up with make-up in the mirror,

tell yourself it's never gonna happen again! I am a silly little girl, aren't I?It seems as if I don't think things through, doesn't it?The answer would be yes. The other day I took the scissor i...

It's not that simple

... is it? No. Nothing's ever simple. But why does it have to be so hard? I think I hate Christmas. It means nothing to me, except spendind time with my family; a family that doesn't know me, and ...

Standing alone, without a dream in my heart.

That's how it feels like sometimes.Reality just hits me, and destroy whatever hopes and dreams I have. And I'm left standing there - all alone, without a dream in my heart. But I guess that's nor...

If heaven calls, I'm coming.

It's sad that this is how things are.It's sad that this is basically real life. Oh, how miserable and pathetic human beings are. Seriously, if heaven calls, I'm coming. Without the slightest bit o...

While I sit here by myself and figure out how I got this way.

[title: 'if you can't hang' - sleeping with sirens]

If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive?

Sometimes the truth lies in front of your eyesand makes so little sensethat you just don't see it; it's like confronting your reflection in a fun house mirror - it's hard to believe that the twiste...

You sit there in your heartache

Are we really supposed to feel this broken? Are we really supposed to feel this hurt? This imperfect?Why do they like to see you break down? Why do they want to make you feel like you're nothing? ...

One Last Caress

Sweet lovely death,I am waiting for your breath.Come sweet death, one last caress.

Darkness coat us

We're young and in love. Hear attacks waiting to happen.So come a little closer, tell me it's all in my head. It's true though. I am lost. And nobody cares enough to see it.Fake it. That's how I...

Wondering How To Fix These Goddamn Damages

And if we climb this high, I swear we'll never die.

...so how many true friends do you really have?

Tell me everything I need to know.

Sing me to sleepSing me to sleepI'm tired and II want to go to bedSing me to sleepSing me to sleepAnd then leave me aloneDon't try to wake me in the morning'Cause I will be goneDon't feel bad for m...

I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me

I can fake with the best of anyone.I can fake with the best of 'em all.I can fake with the best of anyone.I can fake it all. Tell me that you never ever have faked a smile. That you never have w...

?People drain me, even the closest of friends, and I find loneliness to be the best state in the union to live in.?

- Margaret Cho. It's consuming me.the darkness I mean. The darkness is consuming me. And I'm finding it hard to breath, hard to find a reason to wake up in the mornings. Harder to find a reaso...

Sideways falling.

I'm falling down the hole. Deeper and deeper for every minute. It's all going to hell right now. Don't know what to do.Fuck it all. Tell me when you want to goI'm the rainbow in your jail cellNot ...

You need to slit your wrist, get pissed and go jump off a bridge

I'm so tired of everything now. Tired of life, tired of school, tired of sleeping, tired of being awake.However, I have these kinds of days - days where I wish I could die or go numb. But I'm not ...

Put away the pills

I want someone. But they say you'll find love when you least expect it. But I don't believe in that. I'm on the edge to not believe in love at all. So for now, I'll just keep my pills.

The sound of a ghost

I miss him. Even though I hadn't heard about Avenged Sevenfold when he was alive. But I can still miss him. He was the greatest drummer, ever.It isn't fair. Death is never fair.I'd give my own life...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone



colours have an emotional significance I want to avoid.



The scars reminds us...

..that the past is real. Sometimes they want to make the pain go away, want to feel numb. Just remember: numbing the pain for a while only makes it worse when you finally feel it. I'm fascina...

Most Would Claim I Live A Lie.

We all are in need of a place to runaway to whenever we're scared. When we're depressed. When we're in pain. We all feel numb and alone once in a while. Or is that just me? It is the music that is...

Suicide Is Easy...

..It's living that is hard. Sometimes it is the only thing that makes the numbness go away. 
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